Accident

Tis is the first car accident in my life. No one was injured. It involve abt 5Bits car(roughly) and one outsider's car.

To nite at tis time right now should b on the way to Lumut, for our grand dinner. But an accident happened, n tat s y i am in the room now. I should say that i got a lot to tel, since i long time din blog d. But i cant finish in one page. Sometimes, wen sth happen al the feelings n emotions com togeter. N i guess tis situation make me more concious now.

I have to say i hate those noise that ppl made. Esp hullabaloo from girls. U no how noisy it is if u always mix around vit a lot of girls.I mean in any situations other than after a car accident.I mean sometimes.

Even we gone tru a lot of bribes to get our license, it is stil easy to get a license. If u duno how to break, just dun drive. Sometimes we are hard to tel our friends that they did sth wrong. 1st there might be long term conflict, 2nd is it might be useless. Wat we always do is just keep it. For me i wil keep for my roomate n bf most of the time.

Even tog i always say sth is ditakdirkan ditakdirkan, but it is not. Any consequesce is due to a certain reason. I am sure tat one of the reason is our carelessness. We never tog that we will enconter accident, tat s y we keep in our own speed, i mean high speed, n dun expect tat the road is so slipery. Somemore the road is like a slope n we din keep a safe distance. Someone even told me that the condition of the rented car is not good.

We muz face tis, i mean take tis as a lesson. It will over. Some of them wen to hospital n some of them was in shock. Hope tat some of our friend dun feel too sad about tis. U feel sad because u r responsible, u r a leader. U can cry but lets face it togeter. Pls nobody is goin to say tat tis sem is a bad one. Juz because of one incident it is not logic. But tat is for sure after any incident ppl wil hav a lot a lot of comments tat r act useless n might b hurting.

Yes, there is always got tmr, tmr and tmr. We hav another chance for dinner. I guess i should stop crapping d. A lot of assignments n works to do.

I Wonder...

I really hope that this could end now
I am not strong enough to face this
I am al alone
Getting weaker and weaker
Helpless...
Lonely...
Dying....

Sometimes i really wonder what i am doin....
Everything seems to be so meaningless....

I have no way to go...
Not even home...

Stil have to take this for how long....
I wonder...

the coming events...

this wednesday is edx day. i hate to be part of the activity department committee coz i hav to duty during the whole event. my game is boring n i am sure i will hav a hard time during that period. wat i hope is i can meet vit my friends more often to chat vit them.
2ml i have to stay there to draw things. who , who say i can draw? yes . compare to the person that r worse than me definetely i can draw. but i am very clear that i cannot draw very very nicely. to draw a nice picture is very hard for me. coz i like to draw. that s y i no.
but i stil enjoy to be part of the committee. even the department is hectic but i enjoy every meeting vit al the members. they r al nice persons.
one thing that i dun like is i cant take part in the game. haiz. i only can see ppl play. even i play a lot during edx carnival but act i was not allow to play. that is the sad thing.

someone say the test has been postpone. i was so happy wen i heard tis news. haha. i mean the ibis test. but the date is same vit the math test.i really hope that eco n programming test won be the same date. if not i dun think i can manage to survive until the last paper.

i wen back my hometown tis weekend. that s y i din dream of my family members these few night. i feel so sad to see my mum's sick face. her health is getting worse. everytime i go back she will sick . lightly o heavily. i tog i cant drink soup d but my mum stil cook soup for me. so nice of her.

dear dear, v will be very busy before the sem break. i scare we will have not much time to meet each other. seeing u is the best thing in my life. but the moment v b vit together is always short. we hav to make a schedule d. wah ha.

(crap)

bac to utp d. i am juz a little bit busy to update my blog sorry for ignoring >.<
i juz cam bac from home. 3 days sem break holidays.
i did al my tests badly so bad tat i cant imagine the result wil surely b disappointing.
i haven do my eu things yet. photo haven catch all. co. 4get to photostate ibis.
y i muz b so stressful for these kind of small matter.
dunno la . i am stil normal gua.
sometimes feel like cant breathe. forgetful. so scary if one day i forget everything.
i mis dear dear so so so badly. my god y should i love him so deeply until i am so suffering now.
so lonely n miserable in the hostel. haiz. wat am i talking abt. got laptop right. not that lonely also.
ya. my macho stil in kl. dunno wen wil him recover. haiz. y i muz drink soup. i should always eat solid food but not soup.
haven do ibis assignment. n eco assignment. i dunno wat should i do. haven discuss right. die liao drama haven print out script yet. receive d? din c it juznow. the 4 math questions i dunno wher d. i think i throw away the paper d.

wahhahahahahha. juz do watever i like 1st.

slp.

New Year Celebration 3

In grandmother house.

purple lotus

dog vit pink fur, for the new year...

...ancestor

well

small fishes...

old document

New Year Celebration 2

In 'chu yi' ( the first day of lunar month ), i met vit some of the 'unknown' babies. lol...btw ther r al cute.












N wen out vit my gang. Was also the reunion of ten of us.

New Year Celebration 1

YO!!! Happy COW Year everyone!!!
This was wat happened the day be4 new year during my family reunion dinner.

Simple decoration

Kind of fungus dunno wat name

Mushroom n daily lily

Abalone

Jellyfish. ha~

...

This r al part of the ingredients for the dinner.

Daddy, mum, elder sister, younger sister, brother, aunties , uncles, cousin n his wife n their baby cam n v dinner togeter. My mum is really capable in cooking. ye!