My Memoir

Accident

2009-09-16T05:23:00.000-07:00

Tis is the first car accident in my life. No one was injured. It involve abt 5Bits car(roughly) and one outsider's car.

To nite at tis time right now should b on the way to Lumut, for our grand dinner. But an accident happened, n tat s y i am in the room now. I should say that i got a lot to tel, since i long time din blog d. But i cant finish in one page. Sometimes, wen sth happen al the feelings n emotions com togeter. N i guess tis situation make me more concious now.

I have to say i hate those noise that ppl made. Esp hullabaloo from girls. U no how noisy it is if u always mix around vit a lot of girls.I mean in any situations other than after a car accident.I mean sometimes.

Even we gone tru a lot of bribes to get our license, it is stil easy to get a license. If u duno how to break, just dun drive. Sometimes we are hard to tel our friends that they did sth wrong. 1st there might be long term conflict, 2nd is it might be useless. Wat we always do is just keep it. For me i wil keep for my roomate n bf most of the time.

Even tog i always say sth is ditakdirkan ditakdirkan, but it is not. Any consequesce is due to a certain reason. I am sure tat one of the reason is our carelessness. We never tog that we will enconter accident, tat s y we keep in our own speed, i mean high speed, n dun expect tat the road is so slipery. Somemore the road is like a slope n we din keep a safe distance. Someone even told me that the condition of the rented car is not good.

We muz face tis, i mean take tis as a lesson. It will over. Some of them wen to hospital n some of them was in shock. Hope tat some of our friend dun feel too sad about tis. U feel sad because u r responsible, u r a leader. U can cry but lets face it togeter. Pls nobody is goin to say tat tis sem is a bad one. Juz because of one incident it is not logic. But tat is for sure after any incident ppl wil hav a lot a lot of comments tat r act useless n might b hurting.

Yes, there is always got tmr, tmr and tmr. We hav another chance for dinner. I guess i should stop crapping d. A lot of assignments n works to do.

I Wonder...

2009-05-19T08:34:00.000-07:00

I really hope that this could end now
I am not strong enough to face this
I am al alone
Getting weaker and weaker
Helpless...
Lonely...
Dying....

Sometimes i really wonder what i am doin....
Everything seems to be so meaningless....

I have no way to go...
Not even home...

Stil have to take this for how long....
I wonder...

the coming events...

2009-04-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

this wednesday is edx day. i hate to be part of the activity department committee coz i hav to duty during the whole event. my game is boring n i am sure i will hav a hard time during that period. wat i hope is i can meet vit my friends more often to chat vit them.
2ml i have to stay there to draw things. who , who say i can draw? yes . compare to the person that r worse than me definetely i can draw. but i am very clear that i cannot draw very very nicely. to draw a nice picture is very hard for me. coz i like to draw. that s y i no.
but i stil enjoy to be part of the committee. even the department is hectic but i enjoy every meeting vit al the members. they r al nice persons.
one thing that i dun like is i cant take part in the game. haiz. i only can see ppl play. even i play a lot during edx carnival but act i was not allow to play. that is the sad thing.

someone say the test has been postpone. i was so happy wen i heard tis news. haha. i mean the ibis test. but the date is same vit the math test.i really hope that eco n programming test won be the same date. if not i dun think i can manage to survive until the last paper.

i wen back my hometown tis weekend. that s y i din dream of my family members these few night. i feel so sad to see my mum's sick face. her health is getting worse. everytime i go back she will sick . lightly o heavily. i tog i cant drink soup d but my mum stil cook soup for me. so nice of her.

dear dear, v will be very busy before the sem break. i scare we will have not much time to meet each other. seeing u is the best thing in my life. but the moment v b vit together is always short. we hav to make a schedule d. wah ha.

(crap)

2009-03-24T08:50:00.000-07:00

bac to utp d. i am juz a little bit busy to update my blog sorry for ignoring >.<
i juz cam bac from home. 3 days sem break holidays.
i did al my tests badly so bad tat i cant imagine the result wil surely b disappointing.
i haven do my eu things yet. photo haven catch all. co. 4get to photostate ibis.
y i muz b so stressful for these kind of small matter.
dunno la . i am stil normal gua.
sometimes feel like cant breathe. forgetful. so scary if one day i forget everything.
i mis dear dear so so so badly. my god y should i love him so deeply until i am so suffering now.
so lonely n miserable in the hostel. haiz. wat am i talking abt. got laptop right. not that lonely also.
ya. my macho stil in kl. dunno wen wil him recover. haiz. y i muz drink soup. i should always eat solid food but not soup.
haven do ibis assignment. n eco assignment. i dunno wat should i do. haven discuss right. die liao drama haven print out script yet. receive d? din c it juznow. the 4 math questions i dunno wher d. i think i throw away the paper d.

wahhahahahahha. juz do watever i like 1st.

slp.

New Year Celebration 3

2009-02-21T03:31:00.000-08:00

In grandmother house.

purple lotus

dog vit pink fur, for the new year...

...ancestor

well

small fishes...

old document

New Year Celebration 2

2009-02-05T02:41:00.000-08:00

In 'chu yi' ( the first day of lunar month ), i met vit some of the 'unknown' babies. lol...btw ther r al cute.

N wen out vit my gang. Was also the reunion of ten of us.

New Year Celebration 1

2009-02-05T01:55:00.000-08:00

YO!!! Happy COW Year everyone!!!
This was wat happened the day be4 new year during my family reunion dinner.

Simple decoration

Kind of fungus dunno wat name

Mushroom n daily lily

Abalone

Jellyfish. ha~

...

This r al part of the ingredients for the dinner.

Daddy, mum, elder sister, younger sister, brother, aunties , uncles, cousin n his wife n their baby cam n v dinner togeter. My mum is really capable in cooking. ye!

early morning

2009-01-31T17:00:00.000-08:00

Waking up in tis early morning, not for exam. ha. a friend wana help me installs some software be4 he is going to church. thank you.

Y'day night i couldn't slp wel. everyting is gud in tis room but its temperature is too weird d. act my roomate got many poses wen she slp.

Later got ert meeting. Goin to draw poster for minggu mesra kampus. To9 got orchestra also. I really ned a lot of practice. Then got photography session for Euphonious. N the first meeting of Edx to9 i cant attend. I am like so bad to my members them but i really cant make it. Sorry.

First day of Lecture.

2009-01-18T19:43:00.000-08:00

Nagare no kitsu...~.~...Tis is my alarm signal. Tis morning i woke up at abt 7.15am. After brushing my teeth n bath n pack my things done i tog wana jump on to my bed again but coz too hungry d so i cooked maggi n finished it be4 leaving .

Without the ned to rush, haha, ur first class, wait, does it cal a class? juz spent abt 15 minutes then we walked to usm for ur breakfast. After that we go to economic lecture. The lecturer sweat a lot in front n we also swt ||| at the behind ther coz really too boring d. We wer like dunno wat to do n start copying friends birthday dates n exchanging hand phn ...||| After enduring for one hour, the class ended, thanks god finally, n v walk bac to v2 to have ur lunch. 12pm v go ibis lecture n everyone's mood get better i guess coz is already the last class in the day. ha~

Wat a boring day. zzz...

Happy Birthday to You!!!

2009-01-17T01:48:00.000-08:00

TOday is the sixth day i bac to utp. (act 5 days) ha. wat i hav been doin tis few days is practising erhu in the orchestra. Tis is not the 1st time i involved in chinese orchestra. i had 'touch' others intruments be4 but juz hangat hangat tahi ayam je. haha. I shouldn't stop going orchestra practice during secondary school so tat i can follow up faster wen practicing erhu now. But since it dy happen i hav to work harder d. N i hav decided 2 buy an erhu.......ee.......it cost me a lot, RM380!!!!

TOday is also baby shuwei's birthday. she looks cute the whole night. Cheryl has made her a nine layer cake and some cookies. quite tasty. thanks. i hope i can make a banana chocolate cake one day by myself so dun hav to waste money 2 buy from the bakery again . ha~ We eat n chit-chattin for a while then i hav 2 go bac d coz.... ....coz realy hav to go bac d .

AFter the celebration, i walk downstairs n make several calls to my friends. It has been a long time i din speak so many words in a day. Hoping to see them in tis coming new year n wil bac to ti next friday night if possible.

Return to School

2009-01-11T08:45:00.000-08:00

I am bac!!! ...to utp again. lol. cheh. I suppose to com bac on 5 but b coz of certain reasons i hav to com bac today. n the reason is no reason. juz b coz i wana com bac today. ha~

My stuff tis time are not as much as last sem. coz i plan to bring bac some more after i confirm which room to stay. 006 1st floor, near to the toilet n to the stairs n also to the v2 cafe. Really a strategic place to stay. ha. Since it is 1st flor it is nearer to the ground n ther for the voices of those frogs n toads r clearly heard , so i won feel alone at night d. wah kaka.

Today i had my dinner vit Mel n Peysi. After tat they cam my room n v started to borak borak but dunno y v r like terkena virus. Suddenly three of us look so bored n Peysi started to yawn none stop dy. Mayb becoz of tis v getting lazier n lazier... haha.

After tat i spent my night time vit him.

Trip to kl

2008-12-06T08:16:00.000-08:00

Cam KL y'day . spent almost all the time in the aparment rent by my friends. me, cheng, jie, ying, juan, yen n cen. not 10 of us com out. but consider reunoin also . we plann to go shopping but then shops closed at almost 10 sth in the sungai wang ther. quite frustrated also.

This morning we wen genting. the weather not nice. rain. thick fog also. many outdoor games closed. let me count...spaceshot, roller coaster, pirate ship, spinning cup... cheh... but we really hav fun by simply screaming n laughing ther in the freezing highland. most important thing is can meet al my beloved friends.

Y'day morning wen i got into the bas... sick dy. til now. i hate to get sick. fever n flu. we took many photos. hav to upload next time. i x larat dy. blek~

>.< Key Lost In the GUA !!!

2008-12-03T04:54:00.000-08:00

Trip to Gua Tempurung

full of excitment... ha~ me , foongfoong, daphnee, mel, cheryl, lolo, mark n alex... we went ther n wait for the guide to start the journey. is beautiful n comfortable inside. but din see any bats o even a creature other than human. weird. v hav to crawl in some path. the water is really cold but it won make u feel as irritated as the temperature in the exam hall. whole body get wet n most , can say is interesting remarkable event is wen mel lost the car's key! waha. others hav to wait ther as the guide stop guiding the whole team instead helping us to search for the key. dark somemore wet. our gang started searching the key. i crawl here n ther vit no torch light vit me... like a fool. hoping the key wil come to the place where i touch. e... we keep on searching the key n finally com out vit nothing, but hope again wen lolo n alex n the guide go bac to find the key. cant sms. cant bath n somemore taking the short cut to leave the cave! feel so frustrated! the guide then vit his so-called bomoh friend finally found the key. i would say he is the best guide in the world even v din go to 'the top of the world'. lol.

Going bac to ti(teluk intan ) 2ml. home town. mis my friends a lot. today we went again the ipoh perade. ha. i control myself tis time . spend only 50 for cloth. good girl me. i dun like going home act. but i hate myself to say so.

Now i am blogging in the utp hostel n no 1 is out ther. the corridor hav no more slippers n shoes n rubbish of course as every1 bac dy. but is not silence coz i am stil here n the paip in the toilet stil got water dripping none stop n since the 1st day i cam here even during the edu camp i hate the toilet dy.

hmm. got anything i left out?
Lolo is quite man foong say
Alex can drive well
V like the guide
...upload photos

wish everyone happy holiday!!! ye!!!